Lighthouse family

I have lost their albums.. damn.. px u just make do with these and chill ya... it is with my friends, but i forgotten whom i have lent it to... benny, if u wanna listen to my long speech on investing ah, i wont mind eh... but you must stop me if i cant stop.. go ask mtze what happened hahaa.. in the mean while go find out what's anti-martingale strategy and read the books that i had recommended to you previously... have fun..

"双人相梦" by 年少

anybody has this song?

Pacman

I have not played computer games for eons. Nonetheless, this game managed to captures my attention for the past few hours.. its addictive (or so i thought), try it and have fun haha..

just got a new project, it requires us to read an article on probability (23 pages) and write some program files to run it. dun understand what he wants... one of the line reads: "A numerical method, known as the stochastic simulation algorithm (SSA) due to Gillespie (1976), employs a Monte Carlo approach to construct the distribution .. " ehh...a Monte Carlo approach..... does it really matter where it is from? if i would ever come out with a really complicated equation next time, i will call it a Wonderful approach..

Fragile

is it a hype to break another person's heart these days ? I wonder.. a few friends were at the receiving end of such treatments. 3 has in fact talked to me about this since sunday ... i have drew some conclusions from these 3 different friends and their experiences. Usually the girls would think that they are at fault whenever something deterimental happens to their relationships. I beg to defer as too many factors are involved here. (oh the complexity of the human mind) One's mind is like a parachute, it is functional only when it is open, thus if they mind and heart is already set and whatever that was told to them was just translated to 'yada yada yada' by their puny minds, what can thou do? I understand the fact that i am merely standing on the outside looking in and i aint in any of your positions, thus i should not be giving any opinions. But believe me, one day one guy/girl will be glad that the fellow u went out with previously were blind enough to have even let you go.. so cheer up now would you =)

闷

The Right Brain vs Left Brain test ... is the dancer turning clockwise or anti-clockwise?

If clockwise, then you use more of the right side of the brain and the converse is true as well. It's mentioned that most of us will see the dancer turning anti-clockwise. Try focusing on it and change her direction; see if you can do it. It is turning clockwise for me and i cant make her turn the other direction. Google the use of right and left brain alright and see if it describes you..

Anyway, i have told some friends that i will tell that what i had been doing for weeks since my mid term tests.... so here it goes..It is a design project that requires the use of a software call HYSYS. Chemical enigneering students bare with me ya.. In short chemical engineers are supposely the experts in plant design, optimization, heat and mass transfers as well as separation processes as told by our professors, but i think we are kinda lousy in those aspects hahaa.. below are some screen shots, it simulates a Liquidified Natural Gas plant.

First: Removal of carbon dioxide and H2S (after which......)

Propane Pre Cooling Cycle (loops and loops and more loops and lastly a distillation column)

After much optimization, we are finally writing our report, which is another headache...my uncle once told me that you know u r an engineer when u tell ppl about what you do and they goes huh.. i am huh-ing myself as to why i am doing all these.. hahaa..

Oh well i bored u din i... there is a saying by Winston Churchill that goes something like this. "The report by its very length defends itself from being read." i hope i have defended myself from the numerous critics outta that would spam my msn if i do a poor job here... or maybe it is simply not long enough..... hmm..

23

Friday was walking around the neighbourhood with my mum at night, talked about many things and finally she agreed to let me buy and pay for her insurance... oh well.. i am 23 already, presents dont mean as much as it once did.. the very fact that my dad gave me a surprise just now meant so much more than any other presents and dinners.. but i am still thankful for the gifts and meals, however, simply remembering it is good enough for me..I have disappointed my dad real bad b4 and made him cried, was a bad kid in secondary school.. if only i can be half the man that he is i will be extremely glad... Took some pictures, will upload them next time... changed the music already.. some friends told me to change the songs more regularly.. once a week quite ok liao ah... 老 le 老 le..

Have you ever did something and realises immediately that it might turn out to be one huge mistake? It could happen to me this friday.. oh well... we shall see... if it does happen, then be sure that i will write about it here.. --"

I need my universal remote, but i realised that i have not programmed a 'pause' or 'rewind' mode. Damn... there is only fast forward...



now tell me are those doves or white pigeons in the music video...?

i have 学习障碍

nobody said it will be easy, but no one told me that it would be this tough... this is a very crazy sem. Given the steep learning curve of a typical nus module and where every lecturer assumes that we have learned this and that from the other lectures when in fact we dont; taking 7 mods just made this a whole lot worst. Now i am practically standing at the origin looking up the y-axis as my learning curves suddenly has infinite gradient.. i'm currently having 学习障碍. Too much info needs to be processed.. my mind aint quick enuff, like my RI friends told me, there have "real intelligence" but since i am from AI, i only have "artifical intelligence"... i set up this blog to entertain myself.. but i forgotten all the html coding.. so now i have to look through them again.. i had even forgotten how to add a heading .. damn.. i really have 学习障碍... (see right sidebars for some random songs --->)

Well this weekend going to go back school again for projects.......... i love projects.. but as i'm having 学习障碍 now, i cannot contribute so i just sit there listening and accepting(while nodding) whatever they are discussing.. hmm.. simply love projects... they are mindless...

Forrest Gump

Wednesday was out celebrating a friends bday:

[eehway]: i hate fringes, they always get into my eyes
[s]: Grow longer fringes then.

what an answer, hahaa.

[ew]: hey hey, am i fat?
[s & me]: nope, you are already singapore's nicole richie how fat do u think u r.
[ew]: grin*
[s& me]: ......

today just finished my series of tests. Modelling and mass transfer operation papers were both very hard but material science was average. Anyway, since i was too bored to study on friday night cos i have finished studying already, i decided to watch Forrest Gump... a novel based movie. Its a great show, mindless yet refreshing at the same time with so many memorable quotes .."My momma always said, 'Life was like a box of chocolates. You never know what you're gonna get.' "

Young Forrest Gump: Mama said not to be taking rides from strangers.
Dorothy Harris: This is the bus to school.
Young Forrest Gump: I'm Forrest, Forrest Gump.
Dorothy Harris: I'm Dorothy Harris.
Young Forrest Gump: Well, now we ain't strangers anymore.

Althought its a 1995 or 1996 show (yes that long ago), it still good, its refreshing because, unlike a typical show, there arent any bad guys in this show to make Forrest looks good. ha.. inspired by it i am going to start something on the blog based on his infamous statement ... hope i have the drive to do it...

stay tunned..

First week of October...

This week has gotta be one of the worst week i have ever suffered in uni... the stomach flu makes me 'puke-ish' all over. train rides to school are the worst part.. its getting better and i really have to put on lotsa weight now, maybe 3-4 kg... just finished a test on monday, half way through the medicine took effect.. how nice.. makes me really sleepy.. presentation on wed i think 'cui'
Nothing new to update, just studying, doing projects and reports like everyone elses.. as usual Kenny G's in for this period.. ha..