Vainpot

I am in a dilemma, they say i look better now than before (cos face rounder... hmm..) But the thing is, my weight is now 71kg and my BMI says that i am overweight by asian standards. Damn man, what is this?? i look good only when i am overweight?! HAHAHA... isnt that suppose to be a blessing you might ask. i can eat and eat and ppl will still say i look good. What a great deal! But before you start congratulating me, like all things in life, there is always a catch. you see... i failed my IPPT last year and badly needa pass it in 2.5 weeks time (my legs cant jump and run as far, my arms cant pull me up like i used to and my abs are disappearing into a sea of fat) Otherwise 3 remedial trainings per week beckons. Yes i am doing remedial training, damn is it 'fun'. we have personal trainers, good lockers and clean showers, free parking and free use of the gym. What more can we ask for? But i am so not going to sign up for this 'country club' health program on a permanent basis (they pay us to sign up mind you). Therefore, good bye 71, hello 68 or 67 or 65 or 61...*cool*.. and turn uglier and uglier in the process.. - -"

p.s. i still believe that the extra weight was due to the increased in my muscle mass... HAHAHA